I used to...

...collect stickers.
...have a crush on my neighbour guy.
...be obese.
...hate kangkung.
...tie my pony tail with rubber band.
...write letters to my pen pal.
...not wear sneakers when i go out.
...love junk food.
...play red alert.
...sleep early.
...never wear sleeveless tops.
...sleep in the toilet.
...read sweet valley high.
...be scared of cockroaches.
...like bananas and potatoes.
...lose my patience easily.
...have a study time table.
...bite my nails till it bleeded.
...watch power rangers.
...have a boy friend.
...be crazy bout Prashanth.
...not like long skirts.
...never wear belts.
...not drink coffee.
...watch Akademi Fantasia.
...gayut on the phone for hours.

There are things bout me that have changed.. I have grown..lol

Selfish Friend

someone said i might be feeling lonely? may i know who's the someone? ur not gonna tell, r u? u n he are my good friends (well at least i tot so) but that doesnt mean that ur my ONLY friends..i can live without u guys if u can..

I din even ask wat it is? how dare u say that..i asked. I asked u, i asked him. None of u were gonna tell me, all i got was 'come back, we'll talk bout it'. Fine..then stop messaging me n saying things that can hurt one's feelings, especially when I'm bout to have my exams.

Wat a blunder i am? man..that sounds soothing. doesn't it? I'm being childish? excuse me, i'm not the one hearing stuff from ppl n trusting them n doubting a friendship which pretty much has gone through lots of things. I have the guts to talk to u face to face, i doubt u have it. its always been like that..u say u wana talk but u never do when the time comes..so look at urself before u say things like that.

Its always been only bout me? may i know wats that suppose to mean? u n he enjoy saying that so much huh..but i dun get y. Care to explain? U guys pretty much know it hurts but u still do it..ah...maybe now i get why u say it. Well u can go on saying it but I'm already hurt quite a bit that it can no longer hurt worse unless u come up with something else.

Ppl say many things bout me? u live on what people say bout others huh? is that it? n they're my own goos friends? do u know my own good friends? good friends dun say bad things bout friends..if they do, they're not even friends. so i'm assuming ur trusting things from strangers..that's wise of u.

i'm actually lost of words..if go on i might just burst into tears (I"M SELFISH, WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? right friend? JAISHREE=SELFISH) do u wana be friends with a selfish gal like me? do u?

lastly, no matter if we r still friends or not after this, i'll still give back ur frienship keychain. U can give it to someone less selfish or more worthy..thanks for giving me the privilege of having it all this while. Thanks friend..

goodbye forever

Hey there..i got ur message. Sadly i din have credit and happily i din coz i wouldnt have replied to u either. I have no clue of what ur talking bout and I'm sick of asking you wat it is. You're making me feel like I'm the worst friend a person can have and I don't think i'm entitled to that. Its so generous of you to accept me for who i am but you dont have to make do with my 'weakness' or my 'evilness' and bare with me. You deserve better people and friends in your life which you already have heaps. So i guess this is the end to our friendship...Don't worry, I'm not lonely here..never. I've got great flatmates n friends around me. Thanks though for ur concern. You have a great life and all the best to you in wateva u do.Its time our pathways split for good..bye.